I swear I'm crying now
Its been 5 days since I last heard about Roslynn . Where are you dear ? I cnt take it anymore . I'm crying while typing this shyt ! I wanted to asked you , How are you ? Hows the court case ? Hows everything ? Why arent you txting me ? Why arent you meeting me ? Do you know that I miss you ?! WHERE ARE YOU ?! I ... I ... I hope you are fine . I missed you so much . I cnt take this anymore . I'm confuse , are we still together or not ? Is 290809 still exist ? Why is god doing this to me ? Why ? WHY ?! Where were you when I need you the most ?! Only your picture , letters and especially the 2 mnthsarry present that you gave me cn remind me of you . If it werent for these things , i dnt know what else to do .
I hope no one knows this blog .
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Girl , I missed you so much . Leaving you is not gonna happen . I shared all my emotions , my Happiness and my Problems . I swear You are the first girl ILOVE . And now , You leaving me ? You gonna transfer Siglap sec ? Only one thing that I'm scared of . You would find someone better than me . Altho the new sec 1 is coming , I know that I wont fall for them like I fall for y0u . Your world is my world . Roslynn , jikalao ada peganti untk dirieymu , tiada siaperh yang boleyh menbahagiakan akydd seperti Lynn melakukn skrng . Cinta akydd paderh Lynn tkkn pudar walaopn kterh cumerh kwan sahaja . Now , your phone kene tarekk , akydD tktao mcm manerh bleyh cntct Lynn . Roslynn , klao Lynn bacerh nieyh , akydD cumerh nk blng yng akydD sentiase shyng Lynn . duasembilan-kosonglapan-kosongsembilan akn sentiase di haty . Kenangan manis dan pahit , tkkn akydd luperh kn .
Akuhh maseyh mencintai Roslynn . Skrng , tdak aderh kne mengene between akuhh ngn Roslynn . Akan akuhh ingat kenangan kterh berdua . Mengapakah kterh berpisah ? Akuhh shyng paderhmu . Akuhh tk sanggup melepaskan mu . Shyng , sudikah kao kembali bersama kuhh ? Akuhh tdak sanggup berpisah dgn mu .
Stress . Karma
How to solve this ? Theres A,B,C .
For A . What if a guy had just break up with A and he wants A back ? While A dont want too . He wanna be with A because next week is his 2 months with her . And Currently He and A had a fight and they both became enemy again . What should he do with A ?
For B . The guy thinks that B already know that he like B . B's frind already tease him and he wants to be together with B . Thats he wished for lahr . But , he scared to tell B . Has he know B wouldnt fall for him . But , now , his truly love B . What shld he do ?
For C . He knows that C truly LOVE him and C wished to be together with him . But , he not ready yet has C was so good , polite , kind and good girl while He is the opposite . And now , He and C are together but It feel like they werent . He wants C to know his truly colours first before making any decision before accepting him . He wanna tell C that he not ready to be together with C cause he scared that C eventually will be hurt . What shld he do ?
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Hmm , Heylo . How are you ? I just hope fine . Hmm , Its another boring night . Ohoh , Akuhh rindu mu . Walaopn You maen timer . I tetap akan setia paderh you . I tkkn lpaskan you gytu mcm jekk . Biar orng uat kterh , jgn kterh uat orng . Taphy , cume nieyh jekk I nk blng you . Smpi haty you uat I gyny ? I setiaa paderh you . I tk maen timer . And this is uat I get ? KARMA (!) I almost give up . Bt , because ILOVEYOU , I wanna stick with you . Dear , I'm sticking to my promise(s) .
Ohh , I miss her (!)
Hey stalkers . Haha . No lahr . Hmm . Enjoy reading my post ? I hope not . Because , its such a bore to me . Hmm , Somehow , I miss Hockey and Floorball . Haha . Silly me . Hmm , Been slacking all this time . Haish . And smoking ? Ohkayy , I'm back to be a heavy smoker again . I dont blame bdak2 219 . Its my lyfe , right ? Haish . I just wish someone encourage me to stop . After exam , we will be strting our hockey training . Woohoo . Fun oii ! I guess . Hahah . So long since I see Coach Chandran . I guess that his name . Haha . GF , encourage Bf to go Hockey Trainings can ? Please . Hmm , I have to go for all the trainings since I really wanna go for the KL trip (!) I want shopping ! Hahah . Ohh angin malam . Hmm , K have no idea what to type . All have gone to my blogspot . So , read lahr . Buhbye
I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings , shouted at you for the first time , make you cry and other stuff . I'm truly sorry . I can lose anything but I cant lose you . Because I has truly LOVE you . And its hard for me to find a replacement . Sometimes , I want ask for break is because I'm thinking negatively and your friends wants you to stead with other guy in your classmates . Its your choices . I cant do anything right now and sit here thinking , are we still together ? If we are , Its doesnt feels that way tho . Lynn , I truly LOVE you . No one else . I swear . I'm sticking to my promises . And thats means . I'm not breaking up with you unless you ask for it . Haish . Why do people do this ? Why cant they see me happy for once ?! We are not you dog ! You jolly know who you are , 1N_ . Tkk sangke , krng bleyh jadhy sial cm gyny . Sukerh haty krng lahr . Klao akuhh ngn lynn brk . Jgn harap akuhh mao tegur krng siol ! Wansuey !
Ohh I just missed GF so much . Although we just met just now , still , I miss her . I dont know why . Well , I guess , She showed me that she truly in love with me . But , I havent showed her that I truly love her . How ? OMG . I'm in deep trouble . I might just have a feelings she gonna asked break sooner or later . I'm scared about that . Sheesh . Ohh angin malam . SEXY BITCH . Hahha . Ohh GF . Hanya kamuhh yg kuhh cinta . Hanya kamuhh yg kuhh shyng . Tiada siapa yg bleyh halang pencintaan kita berdua . Janji kpada kuhh yng kamuhh tkkn tgglkn kuhh . Akuhh amat mencintai mu .
Well , I know 'Words are louder than action' ? I guess . But , Its true . I truly love her . Ohh Dear , what spell did you put on me ? Huh ? What spell ? I just love you so muchh ..
Akuhh sunguh sakit hati
For those who are Non-malay . Sorry . Lazy to convert it to eng .
Semakin hari , akuhh rasa akuhh tidak laghy penting didalam hidupmu . Mengapakah haruskah begini ? Akuhh tao akuhh telah menyakitkan hatimu . Akuhh memohon maaf .. Dan , Semakin Hari , kiterh berjauhi . Kamuh pergi dari akuhh . Andainya akuhh merindui mu . Akuhh tidak boleyh laghy tahan . Air mata tetap mengalir walaopun akuhh sabar . Ini smue kerna orng ketiga . Dan akuhh jgk dpt rasa yng kao maseyh lagy menyayangi ex kamuhh . Andainya sakit hatiku . Inikah yang kau rasa ?! Mungkin Ini balasannya ? Cemburu ? Sakit Hati ? Iya . Ini yng akuhh sedang alami . Aduhh , akuhh tidak boleyh begini . Meskipun , akuhh mesti bersikap baik . Kao sudah alami nya . Dan , sekarang . Akuhh tngh alami nya . Maafkan akuhh jika kiterh berpisah .
Khas dari
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Ohh , I miss Girlfriend .
Ohh , I miss girlfriend . I swear I do . Ohkayy , FULLSTOP . Went soccer japp tadhyk . After that go school . Sit at the back and uat some lagu . Told Lala about it and she agree its nice . Haha . Love you 3rd Girlfriend . Haha . Tomorrow sch kn ? Ohh , I get to meet Girlfriend . Yeahyeahyeah ! And tomorrow , TamDestiny nkk jmpe . Cam takot gytu . Maklum lahr , aru masok baju drng , orng atasan nkk jmpe . Peyh takot . Sumpah akuhh katerh . But , harus kuat kn semangat . Insyaalla bleyh maju lahr iniey baju . Hmm , Shh . Tkmo blng saperh2 . I'm going out to Abng Ahmad hse later on . So , thats mean I can see my new nephew , Irsyad and Iryan . They are not twins . Irsyad is belong to Kakak Suzana and Iryan belong to Kak nani . So , That means they are cousin . Right ? Alahai . Cute bangeet lahr . Haha . How I miss Toji and Ahwhye . My two geyrek sedare . Ehy , kluar dh kluar , msg kambeng yea ? Jgn tk msg plak . Klao tkk , akuhh rembat kao ! Haha . Tkla . Fake jekk . Ehy , Lynn katerh mmg btul uhh . Akuhh dh strt ngn mrepek-ness akuhh . Haiyah . Tkpe , Skali skale . Kn kn kn ? Haha . And kpada Zai . Klao dh dpat tao yng akuhh cntct ngn mataer kao , Jgn nk kurang ajar bleyh ?! Kao aderh tanggungjawab sebgai mataer dierh and akuhh pun aderh Tanggungjawab sebagai Abng dierh . So , kao jgn nk kunek-kunek pat siniey . Hmm , Just ignore that can ? I swear after Zai dpat tao yng akuhh cntct ngn mataer dierh , dierh cm bbl faneh ngn akuhh . Saperh tkk geram ?! Stakat abng ngn ahdek lahr weiyh . Kao niey , tkmo lahr emotional sngt . Ehy , ckap orng . Akuhh pn . Haha . Ohkay , what ever . Guess I have to put a big Fullstop here .. Gtg . Buhbye .
;akyddD silentLaughter ..
Akuhh hanya mencintai kamuhh .
Hanya kamuhh seorng yng akuhh cintai .
Fahamilah bahawa akuhh cinta padamuh seorng sahaja
Akuhh berharap kao akan faham jika akuhh sikap kuran ajar kpademu
Akuhh tdak sengaje kalao akuhh mrah2 , maki2 kamuhh .
maafkan akuhh ye ?
Hanyalah Namamu yng bertatar di hati ku ,
Ohh Roslynn .
